One day, When It Starts

Some moments in life, once experienced, can never be returned back. That moment is called magic in the drama, but I want to call it love in the real world. It's because once you see it, it leaves a big mark that can't be forgotten and can't be replaced.

[Your life is yours. I'm just passing through your life like the cup of latte you had this morning or like some tree you might have passed by. Don't worry too much about your relationship with me]

[Yes. Haha but I don't think that will be easy. At least for me.]

[I guess so. If so, I would have been sad..]

[In fact, I just wrote, "Yes," but I was like, "How?" You know me.. If I fall in love with a latte that tastes so good, I have to go to that house unconditionally. When I look at a tree that is so beautiful and if there really was such a tree, I probably bought the land next to that tree. And I will build a house and see that tree every day. I’ll never be the same as before.]

[ But you can't do that. Impossible things exist in life.]

[Is it? That’s why beautiful thing is sad, and it can be more beautiful?]

[That's right. That means, I sent you a passion that can be consumed. I just threw it into your empty space]

[Is there nothing to fill that empty space?]

[But I have that much energy as much as I don't care if the passion doesn't come back]

[Or at least a ray of light comes in?]

[There is no such thing. I'm just throwing it without any plan, without greed, just with a pure heart. So, whatever answer comes back from you, I will be okay]

It's like a blessing for love to come, but it's not a human part to make love stay. No matter how hard I try to grab it, I can only have as much as I am allowed. I already knew that, and I knew that it left a big mark on me, whether it was happiness or pain. I know the big changes it gives to me, so I've lived very cautiously. Since I know this truth, I thought I could control the moment it started. However, the matter  of whether to start or not was something I couldn't choose. I was conceited. I never imagined that I would want something from you this far. I thought I could only give you without wishing for anything. There was one thing I had overlooked. At that time, I didn't know that the heart I wanted.